What pain can we endure

I believe that the most difficult part of this whole experience is just knowing that the girls will ask questions when mom comes home. Her being in septic shock was very scary. Especially after reading the statistics for mortality. However, when the girls start asking about the baby boy that will never come into our home that is when my wife will shed the most tears. She spoke to them on the phone today and already shed a lot. Well we have a couple more days to prepare, and then there will be a funeral.